cerita hari ini

alhamdulillah rasa beban di bahu telah diangkat dan dicampakkan jauh2...
hehehe i'm happy as i've managed to do a good job with emceeing..
ok let me tell you a secret, YT mmg sangat penakut + tak suka menglamorkan diri kpd org ramai...
and today i managed to break the walls that i've been having around me for all the 27 yrs :P
at first i was nervous..yelar tiba2 teringat yg aku berkata dgn menggunakan microphone di depan 400 org..huhuhu menggelatar beb..makan tak lalu..hehehe


so skrg lecturers bz with updating the carry marks or we called it as PB = penilaian berterusan...nak kena tunjuk kpd ketua jabatan and amik signature dia..byk la songeh pasnih..alhamdulillah my students ok so far..tinggal few ppl yg tak hantar lab reports, buat kuiz lagi..adoi...jenuh ar weekend nih kena bertungkus lumus abiskan marking..


i called mama, she is worried with papa...ntahla politics kat workplace, di mana few of his staffs tgh tak puas hati dgn papa and saja create a commotion...let me tell you, i'm so worried...why does it happened when i'm in terengganu...dahla mama selalu ditinggalkan...i'm worried...recently mama heard ada motorbikes dok lalu kat tepi jln luar tue and jerit2 'hoi dekan"...i dunno mama imagining it or what..tapi she told me yesterday at 2am both of them terkejut bunyi motor tgh press kat tepi rumah tue...gosh aku tak tau apa yg org nak buat kat family nih...itula susah kerja dgn semua melayu...jenis dengki, hati busuk....tak bleh ditegah cara kerja etc..kena ikut cara dia jer...stupid mindset!
i'm sorry sometimes i felt pity for those type of ppl....
ntahla bila kerja dgn majority malay nih payah sket..kena jaga feelings org, tak leh nak bangkang or kutuk memanjang...i do miss working @ intel where we can simply argue inside the meeting or can do the escalation!
in government kalau buat escalation mampusla ko kena mark kaw kaw punye...
hehehehe biasa aku ngomel dgn dak2 yg pernah kerja kilang...
but what to do...sometime those yg keje admin nih lagi tinggi kuasa dia...
itu aku lagi nyampah....those kinda mindset!
susahla how are we going to have an efficient workforce?


back bout my dad, skrg dia mcm tak der mood pegi kerja..never in my life i've heard bout that..biasa aku yg ngomel malas nak pegi kerja..papa pulak jenis workaholic..sokmo excited pegi kerja..and now jadi terbalik..
ntahla sifat hasad dengki org, and he is a bit frustrated sbb tak der org nak backing dia kot, the thing is headquarters in KL sumer suka dia...org2 bawah dia nih yg ada buat perangai....one of the is his secretary yg sungguh jahat! why i said sungguh jahat sbb dia ada buat hal dgn aku! giler ar...mama didnt know bout this, aku malas nak citer...tapi tak pasal2 dia nak libatkan aku dlm hal politic diaorg..saja nak melaga-lagakan aku dgn papa..silap besarla as i wont jump into any conclusion without investigating...dia ingat bleh memperkotak-katikkan aku kot..myb 'they' (as in ppl yang nak gulingkan bapak aku) tue lupa yg aku nih pernah kerja and i was trained to ask questions and to find proof before making any conclusion( that is what i get after 4 yrs working with Intel)
pastu ditambah dgn cerita2 mama yg kata secretary papa tue bocorkan rahsia2, pastu sama2 berpakat nak gulingkan bapak aku..giler ar! aku kan kalau jumpa that Bongok lady nak jer aku perli secara sinis, tak padan dgn gemuk, hitam pulak tue, sama hitam dgn hati! haaa geram giler! kalaula UNIKL tue bapak aku punye..bleh pecat minah tue dan dan tue gak! i am still holding a grudge with some of them who is trying to use me...aku masih ingat untill today..mmg aku doakan sapa2 yg nak menganiaya papa and family aku, moga kehidupan diaorg tak aman sepanjang hayat!


gosh...pjg betul entry nih..sorry la terpaksa baca bebelan aku..
i need to let it go..wooosh!


till then...