what's i've been up to??

well apart of bz with my new schedule for this semester, i've been travelling few places for this month alone..
on wednesday morning, talked to mama and she told me that my atuk just had a stroke from waist and below..
so after work i travelled back to Kelantan to pay a visit for him..
kebetulan my family balik jugak on the same day..
spent a day in kelantan then last night came back to KT already..
tak bleh lama sgt..just balik nak tgk jer...at least tunjuk muka..dahla YT duduk dekat dgn atuknye..
lookin at his condition, ntahla hoping for the best for him...dia dah uzur..tapi yg tak tahan tue garang nak mampus..pity my grandma sbb he will scold her kalau salah sket..seriously, when i heard what he uttered from his mouth mmg aku naik hangin...aku ngamuk sorang2 lar masih tahan sabar lagi..silap2 aku yg jerkah dia nnt..huhuhu


how am i doing emotionally??? hmmmm i guess much better kot compared early of the year...i do have friends and family members that giving me all their support! Alhamdulillah...
but the loneliness tue mmg terasa...
kebetulan, few friends surrounding me are getting married sumer..lagila terasa..
dunno how to pujuk hati ini..
there are times i told my close friends that i'm already giving up...mmg tak baik tapi ntahla..godaan setan nih! huhuhu


owh well..
saja jer nak menulis nih...
dunno when will be my next entry as kat ofis internet on and off..
hehe till then...