a slight smile on a face

today i'm getting much better...
after consulting with few friends, i've become a bit stronger..
yes i do make some stupid decisions, well we are only human that tend to make mistakes...
looking back, i'm kinda blind all these while...
each day i'm kinda mad with myself..how on earth i didnt see it! how on earth i can ignore those signs...how on earth i could fall for that!..well things happened, i need to move on..


just had a good talk with a good friend of mine...he was pretty much concerned when i told him that i'm seeing someone...hehehe kinda protective of 'his sister'...hehehe
what he told me earlier are true...it starts to make sense after all the things happened..urgh...tak suka feeling ini sbb why on earth aku bleh jadi bangang sangat????


tapi in a way i'm thanking Allah for his Mercy for letting me know earlier...
lps nih if that guy dowan to say hi/give salam tue me, i will ignore it..
today itself showed how he's treating me...ntahla apa ke hal buat gitu...suppose act normally since he is the one who said, let us be friends...nih tak..when dealing with me, jadi kurang mesra..hahaha owh suit yourself lar mister!
yes i do like you, but slowly reality hits into me...the rational in me is back!
thanks to bunch of friends who are kept giving me moral support...insya Allah i'll be fine...


till then...