sekejap ok..sekejap x ok

the current situation is like that
sekejap sy akan ok...sekejap lagi sy akan jadi tak ok..
nangis sendirian...citer kat ima, almost jadi psiko..
pastu dok gelak2 ketawa dgn dia...huhuhu


skrg x sabar menunggu hujung bln 4 thn depan...
sudah ada plan mahu buat sesuatu..
owh dont worry, i'm not getting married yet! haha sbb no calon at the moment and come to think of what is happening with me lately, i will keep it aside.
too frustrated perhaps..cuma bleh tgk kebahagaian org lain jer skrg nih..just ambil aura kebahagiaan org lain kot...
at least kat tpt kerja ada sorg lagi yg masih solo and available! we become quite close...hari2 dok ngadu mana mau cekau sugar daddy nih...ish mintak simpang lar weih..tanak aku life sebegitu! haha sudah ada experience baik dgn bf org..at that time i didnt really know his real status! huhuhu skali kena cukup la! that's it!


dunno apa yg aku merepek..dah half past midnight...
owh i have another 2 more days to go for puasa ganti
insya Allah azam kali akan menjadi kenyataan
:D happy for me!
till then