been getting that treatment from her lately..
what have i done?
sebab tak lama balik ke? sebab byk mendiamkan diri ker?
fine lama x balik sbb merajuk diri.....ntahla rasa best membawa diri..
diam diri, sbb mls dh nk komen apa2...mls nak waste energy..
so i called up, for the sake of tny kabar...byk hari x call, x pula nk tny kabar aku ok ke tak? rasa sedih yg amat...
yes my family problem masih lagi ditakuk itu..
yes i'm openly telling everyone who's been reading my blog, that i hv some family problems...
ntahla...not that i'm having a bf terus lupakan dia..
it just that me n my bf pun bukannye selalu sgt keep in touch...i mean there are time he is very bz, i'll be pretty much alone all by myself...tapi kdg2 teringat at my mom..tapi rasa mcm kecewa yg amat..ntahla..sedih! what i've told her, nothing able to satisfy her...org lain yg dgr keluh kesah dia pun dah naik fed up! ntahla kesian one thing tapi till when she's gonna get herself in that black area? now dgr she's occupying herself attending few classes rasa mcm syukur alhamdulillah...
my dad plak, ntahla no comment! that is why i keep saying if possible nk lari dr sumer org.. penat yg teramat!
now its been 2 months tak balik sp...myb blk next month..see how! hmmm
sorry i need to let it go here...kat FB x leh tulis gitu sbb mls nk org lain risau...sometimes i prefer to keep it to myself..ntahla kenapa...nak cerita kat org pun dh rasa malas..asyik same old issue..so guess writing here bleh let it go kan?
apa pun, cuba nk happy kan diri....end of this month nak pegi jalan2 cari pasal!
can't wait!!!
till then...
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that's why i thought blog ni mcm our personal diary la...okay bezanya sbb here others can read also...kalu diari we tend to hide it kan hehe...
if that's what u need to do...just do it nas...just write all your heartfelt to let it out, no need to apologise for that...yeah kita masih berhati2 tulis kat cni but still...it eases the tense right...
yeah yeah same old story...to others...not to you coz u're going thru it each & everyday. mmg penat, i know. u pray, u keep hoping that things will get better but they don't, so u get exhausted & frustrated..sbb harapan yg tak kesampaian itu... but u r still here...so yeah... maybe God has some other plans for u...keep the prayers coming...
(hey look who's talking haha) i'll keep praying for u too... >.<
Elo ayeen.. lame tak jenguk your blog.. my blog sendiri pun habuk tak hengat kannnn..
Reading this makes me realize how much I really wanna 'talk' with you..
*sigh*
annurul : thx! ;)
kak yong: it's ok..prefer to meet u face to face! ;)
kalu nak jenjalan melaka..tengok bangunan merah..inpom aku k =)
suzy: hehe baiklah! :)
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