monday

i'm supposed to have sunday blues (yelar 1st working day of the week kan)
however today itself i'm still having the blues...
owh hari ini dlm sejarah sbb membawa makanan ke ofis (hahaha nak kena clear up my food stocks, kat ofis ada ramai org bleh equally share to finish it up, terima kasih yer kawan2 :) )


thinking bout induksi kan, tak bestnya kena pergi..
tak suka dgr org bagi ceramah2 nih..apa ntah lagi pasal peraturan/pekeliling/etc
*big yawn*
pastu ada public speaking...adoi i hate talking in front of public..
being an emcee is an exception! owh i should include inside my previous entry pasal dulu, sekarang nih...hehehe


dulu, saya tak berani utk bercakap di depan org ramai...especially depan bosses...i hate speaking up and arguing with them, sampai la during one on one, my ex-boss cakap pls be aggressive. All the girls are quite soft..hehehe tak kuasa aku nak jadi aggressive mcm dia sampai hentak2 meja gaduh dgn org lain..scary! plg kuat pun meng'taici'kan tasks especially kalau tak berkaitan langsung dgn jobscope pada ketika itu...*alamak 'terindu' saat2 bila ada big issue and continuous meeting being called in order to discuss the rootcauses and corrective action that need to be taken! :P that time tido malam tak lena wooo, asyik teringat2 how to solve the issue! phew!

sekarang, haha terpaksa la wei kena ckp dpn org ramai...kalau tak camner nak mengajar kan???? dpn students tak per lagi, bleh nak kelentong apa2 yg perlu (pinjam ayat wazir, ada ker dia ckp aku 'mengelengtonkan' students! ) dpn colleagues dah kena jadi emcee...argh of all the tasks i dont like being an emcee..its kinda like being the center of attraction ar..oh tidak! suaraku bukan typical suara emcee tak sedap langsung!


moving on...
have a quick chat with shidah...
sian dia she's all alone in kota belud (itu lar sapa suruh you pi sabah shidah! mehla balik semenanjung nih!)
shidah, mysterious "man" is still single and available and masih di US...hahaha
dia ckp he is always been rejected by the ladies..mungkin sbb workaholic kot hum
tak sempat nak tny byk2 nanti dia syak pulak..hahaha
and i dont have the nerve to ask him lar kot2 nak berkenalan dgn kwn i? oh god, i'm sure he doesn't have my new blog nih..hehe so i'm practically safe. :P tapi adakah dia hensem mcm dulu ar????? :P...apala yg kita 'minat' sgt kat dia tue masa skolah dulu ek??? those were our younger days (ops i do sound like an old lady already :P)


as i'm writing now, i'm in the middle of a siblings quarrellings...sabar jelar..dgn aku2 kena tempiasnyer...hish apa2 jerla..sib baik dah kenal hati budi si kakaknya, so i can simply ignore and deleted from my memory! aku tak bersalah pun tapi alih2 nama aku terlibat sama..hehehe


alaa nak buat luahan perasaan..but i dont think i wanna share it here..
paiseh after knowing that the 2 gentlemen reading my blog as well..
tapi what i can say is that i'm feeling a little sorrow.. i need someone to cheer me up however that particular someone is too bz to entertaint me! :(
i need to be patience...thank god i'll be coming back home to meet my parents even for a couple of days..hope that the sorrowness will fade away... :(


till then