tension

salam semua...
yer saya agak tension...
bayangkan anda terpaksa terperap selama 2 minggu kat hotel..
sib baik YT ada kat SP so bleh keluar tgk dunia luar jugak..
tapi hati masih meronta2 nak pegi jln2 window shopping kat kedai2!
if there are no test by end of the day, i'll definitely will be going to Penang Island..i missed PG so much lar! huk huk huk


my sanity is reaching the limits...
hahaha ntahla i told you hatiku gundah gulana kan...
with my personal life pastu dgn nak kena amik test..mana tak makin tension!
nak baca notes pun super malas! huhuhuhu


hati sebenarnya tak tenteram sbb before coming down to SP, i had a huge argument with him...kekadang penat untuk berpura-pura menjadi ok di depan org ramai..ntahla, what the future will be for both of us? sometimes i keep asking myself, is it the right decision choosing the long distance relationship??? kekadang bila dah terlampau lama berjauhan, perasaan itu ada lain rasanya and he keeps telling me that but i simply ignore it. what makes me feel so angry when he keeps telling me that i've changed ever since I started working 4 yrs ago..ntahla i noticed that i've become more outspoken and kekadang bleh argue balik dgn dia..alahai mana ada lelaki yg suka ditegur or being argued kan?


pls pray for me so that i'll be able to answers all the question for the exam on thursday...the exam utk sahkan jawatan
and also pls pray for me so that can settle the arguments with him after the induksi..i'm hoping having the the strength to face whatever decision we will make later..amin


sorry you have to read this..
i need to let it out off my chest..kalau agak tak bersesuaian aku delete jer entry nih nnt


till then...
P/S: tgh tension2 nih nak jer gi tgk movie+retail therapy tapi i need to sit for an EXAM!