the moodswings is hitting YT.
kalau ada apa2 kaitan dgn ex-bf tue mesti hatiku jadi over sensitip..
why oh why?


mangsa today adalah Dr Shidah, she had to listen or the exact words is reading my nonsense writing...i'm sorry dear..i think i cant take it anymore! so there will be no turning back as i've already deleted/terminated anything that related to him!
out of sudden i feel a bit sad..i dunno why..i shouldn't feel that way am i right?
huh


tak apala will be going back home, hoping that i can find peace at home with mama..hoping that i will able to chat with her from mother-daughter heart-to-heart...i've never done it with her bout my personal or to be exact the love/relationship that happened to me..sometimes i felt ashamed with her. :(


alaaa when am i going to jump to the next phase eh?
tak sabar nih..dah tak larat nak jadi sedih tiba2...petang tadi balik lambat i almost cried when chatting with shidah as i was pouring out what is bothering me...
cepatla hati sembuh kembali!


mood utk mengemas tak dtg lagi..why ar? lagi malas adala...tapi i can't wait to meet up with my friends..kenduri meksa not sure aku nak balik ke tak..if papa plan to overnite @ KB i wont follow...if balik hari bleh follow..tapi prefer avoid to attend the wedding sbb hati tak ok lagi + malas nak jawab soklan "when's your time?" me and kakak lar mangsa seterusnya..huhuhu damn! *bila dah umur 'agak' lewat 20-an sure malas nak attend kenduri n jumpa sedara-mara sbb nk mengelak drp ditembak oleh soklan2 yg kita sendiri tak der jawapannya..hohoho..tapi sian jugak kat parents sbb tak tau nak jwb apa bila kwn2 tanya kan? alaaa rasa bersalah pulak! ntahla till when mama n papa can keep their coolness of me being tak endah into marriage nih..hohoh


okla tak tau nak share apa..
owh kerja2 translation dah siap utk soklan2 jer..skema and notes biarkan mcm tue jer!
hopefully tak kena pantau ar! malas + menyemakkan kepala jer1..
till then!