i can't lie my own feeling

susahnya nak tipu hati sendiri..
sudah2la tue...i have to move on...
tak kesahla pasal apa2 pun...
i dont want to feel devastated again...
i dont want to have any false hopes....
yes it is nice to hear or dream on...
but reality i know it wont happened at all..

*apa aku ckp nih????? sorry folks...
i'm just dwelling with my innerself..
do ignore this entry..
yes i'm still confused with my ownself..
i know i wont get it, but why am i still clinging on the false hopes????
I need to wake up, need to put a stop there! :(

Ya Allah, berikanla kekuatan kepada hambamu ini untuk menempuhi pelbagai dugaan yg dihadapi...
Amin..

take care!
till then...