note: ini adalah luahan hati..pls skip this entry.TQ
tak tahu apa yg berlaku dgn diri ni..
sejak akhir2 nih, rasa sedikit sedih pastu keserabutan apabila ada org2 yg cuba mengenali diri ni...
ntahla should i give a chance when the person doesn't have a basic requirement that i want??
dulu aku bleh buat owh tak kesah, but in the end i DO care bout the basic requirements ittew...what is my basic requirement?? haha tak perla biar diriku dan DIA yg tahu sudah..zue, yg aku citer tue baru satu out of gazzilions in my list tue =P.
keserabutan melanda bila nak tolak dgn cara baik apa yg pihak satu lagi ingin lakukan..yes i should be friends however deep down in my heart i know what is their intention..ntahla dunno how to react....slps apa yg berlaku dgn kisah silamku, ada sedikit kegusaran di hati..how m i going to survive? i'm too old for all the craps! hahaha
i think i need some help...need to read some motivational books at the same time..Dayah, buku awak yg Surrended Single tue masih mau pakai lagi ka?? meh hadiahkan kat saya bleh?? hahahaha
i know i should keep an open mind and get to know others first before making any conclusions..tapi bila ada org nak cuba mengenali diri ini, aku akan freak out dan mencari pelbagai alasan utk me'rejek' kan diri org itu! yer aku tau tak baik! but ntah my instinct sgt kuat mengatakan NO...
dulu aku main blasah jer...wpun i've get the instinct that something is not right, i still proceed with the relationship...so lesson learnt, i need to follow what my gut feeling says..
haihla kalau la parents aku or any of my family members baca nih, menggeleng-geleng kepala diaorg...seriously org akan kata aku menjadi memilih..ntah yer kot aku mmg sudah menjadi memilih!
nak kata rasa mcm no hope, tak baik pulak..qada' dan qadar ditentukan oleh-Nya..
i'm letting it out here..sbb my blog less ppl reading it..nak tulis kat shoutout FB tak bleh sbb ramai sgt kwn2 and org2 tertentu ada kat situ..
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12 comments:
sabar ye yeen (aku tak skip entry ni :)) sometimes mmg buleh rasa dari awal lagi, akan serasi tak dengan org tu. but sometimes it will take time.be strong ok girl!
Doa byk² *says the girl without anyon in her life haha..*
anis: thx so much! yeah there are times i almost gave up on everything..sounds pathetic..
huhuhu
kak yong: thanks so much..yeah been doing that as well..x per sama2 kita berdoa moga2 dipertemukan jodoh yer :D
nasreen,
boleh tak sy reply awk punye entry ni
sebagai entry baru dlm blog sy?
nasreen..aku pon nak balas dgn entri gak la...ada dah dlm kepala hotak aku..tunggu nak mengarang jeee :P
sila2...u are almost welcome..
everyone is entitled to give opinion.. :D
nasreen,
on 2nd thought, here's some short feedback. :P kakaka..tgh free skg tunggu member turun lunch.
ntahla should i give a chance when the person doesn't have a basic requirement that i want??
i think YES, you should give a chance. Not in term of terus terima, but get to know first. You don't have to break anybody's heart to do that kan. Maybe that person can be a good fren, or that person knows someone who suit you better.
tapi bila ada org nak cuba mengenali diri ini, aku akan freak out dan mencari pelbagai alasan utk me'rejek' kan diri org itu! yer aku tau tak baik! but ntah my instinct sgt kuat mengatakan NO...
In SUMMARY, don't think too far or don't rush things. JUST BE FRIENDS. Kalo org tu betul2 dah buka mulut nak move to the next level and at time u don't feel the chemistry, then just be frank.
Kawan biar beribu. Musuh jgn dicari.
sekian terima kasih daun keladi.
cik reen, buku tu ade lagi kat cik momo...beliau bace pastu wat harte..tape later i gi mintak kan utk u..byk tips2 yg useful kat situ especially utk kes2 mcm dlm entry ni... ^_^V
my advice: there's no perfect people in a world. even kite sendiri pon tak perfect...jadi di situ lah penting nyer sikap tolak ansur n belajar menerima sesuatu...doa bebyk moga dipermudahkan sume..amin..i always pray the best for all my superb frens :)
zue: thanks so much! yeah i think i should give some space right..tapi tue lar..kalau awal perkenalan pun u dont feel comfortable then how?? hiks
dayah: owh terima kasih...hehehe yeah doakan yg terbaik utk kami2 nih...wah rindu bangat..jom Group Hug! :D
hahahaha...a'a la, buku tu ader kat aku...kat bwh tb...hahaha...meh r cni amik...agagagaga...oh,Miss R....we got the same issue...n am not proud of it...blerggghhh
Cik M, huhuhuhu having the same issue ek?? susah kan nak explaint kat org why we tend to be that way?? hehehe
tak per2...one day we will find our Mr Right!
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