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baru jer nak rasa happy sedikit (in the sense of focusing and getting busier with worloads), tetiba a phone call changed my mood!
tatau nak describe mcm mana lagi...
sedih yg amat...hanya mampu berdoa, berdoa dan berdoa...


byk sgt soalan di kepala..
tapi bila bersemuka dgn dia, aku tau dia nak elak dr bercakap dgn aku
mungkin dia malu?
ntahla...


but why he did this to all of us?
when i was there, why couldn't he make up the decision?
easier for me to take any actions..
penatla nak balik ke sana...
tak kan nak selalu amik EL
alahai...


now i'm in terengganu, my body is here..my heart is with them..
sedih sbb tak tau nak buat apa..
i wish i was nearer to help out.
:(