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i know i'm unable to share it here as it is too painful for me to share
i'm hoping my friends will continously pray for me that i'll be stronger to face whatever challenges that awaits for me.


saya tau tidak baik utk mengeluh..
berpegang kepada kata2 ini
"Allah menguji hamba-Nya mengikut tahap kemampuan seseorang itu"
there are times i felt like i'm almost giving up on everything...


i have vowed to myself, after coming back frm home, i need to let it go..
i need to be strong and no more tears or sad face at work!
whatever happens, i need to separate between personal problems and my work problems..
to tell you the truth, it is so hard to do that ..
and it is so hard for me to be the cheerful and having to act as normal...
deep down in my heart, the heart has been broken to gazillions pieces...
dont think i'll be able to fix it...only Allah knew what's the best for me!


till then...