sering tertanya2 apa yg aku buat salah kepada dirinya...
its too private for me to write it here but i'm kinda furious with the way he thinks!
he felt that he is absolutely correct and each time i tried to confront with him, he will try to escape from it! i'm not questioning him as a leader but to me, how could he do that! it is something unacceptable...
he has been my idol, having the respect from me...however till the incident, everything that i believed were crushed like shattered glass..i felt so sad after knowing the truth last year...it took me by surprise.


today, what he did makes me become more angrier..how could he do that!
i dont care whatever the reason is, i believed that it is well-planned.
semoga Allah membantu hamba-hambaNYA yg teraniaya..Amin


enuff said, i have to be strong for the sake of everyone...
sometimes i cant believed how i have to take the burden...there are times i wish i can runaway..but thanks to Allah for still making me sane that i believe there is a reason why Allah gave us the challenge...
for that i pray to HIM to give me strength in order for me to go through this ordeal..


now i wish my ex-bf knows what i've been going through. he used to say to me how easy my life has been and i kept telling him, we'll never know what obstacles lies ahead of me..and it is true enough! for you, you've been through difficulties before and look at you now, i've told u that one day u'll be happy..and alhamdulillah u are happy indeed with your life. if you did stumble upon my blog, i would like to seek for forgiveness on my wrongdoings towards you throughout our previous relationship..why am i saying now? i think after knowing you've found someone else replacing me, i know u already moved on. sorry for shoving u out of my life because i dont want to give any hopes to you. i will always pray for your happiness, and hope one day we could reconcile our broken-hearted and becoming as friend, insya-Allah.


till then.