so just pull the trigger...

*disclaimer: this entry byk tentang luahan hati dan perasaan, tak perlu la baca ek..i need to let it out somewhere...

my current playlist is russian roulette by rihanna!
ntah kenapa mmg hook up with the song...ari tue KD's Aku wanita biasa..
now russian roulette pulak...
the melody a bit sad kot...something that able to connect with me..
with my current situation kot
*argh thot will finish the year with a BANG!


so what will i do this coming weekend???
menyapu/mengemas/membasuh lar kot
usual boring stuff.....


no more shopping for YT..
huhuhuhu pegi Kay El mmg adrenaline rush lar..
tgk berkenan terus amik n bayar..hahaha damn!
biarla..an early birthday gift for me kot. :)


so mr Holmes i must wait for another month kot..
mau download saja lar..nak gi ke Kuantan mcm tak kuasa during New Year nih..
hehehe...


alaaa bila miss ima nak online ek?? so much to share with her...
tapi she'll be very damn bz catching up with her tonnes of work tue..
sabar2...miss u terribly dear!


tak tau nak tulis apa dah...hati a bit celaru...why i must remember bout him??
a part of me lega when i know that he's already graduated..alhamdulillah.
pastu tetiba one of his friend YM nih..borak biasa2 and tny soklan bila nak kawen..dunno what is the intention..nak tlg korek or simply an honest question..ntahla..penat nak jawab..
last night, borak with my friend, told him what i want in my next relationship if i ever find one..as i've told earlier the expectation is much higher...so far i didn't meet anyone that meets the expectation..haaa now i'm being choosy..ntahla past relationship is still haunting me..penat dah nak bercinta jrk jauh or bercinta lama2..
baru2 nih mama ada citer yg irfan pun dah ada GF, sbb dok asyik gayut or sms..i think mama wanna ask me whether i've found someone or not....errr tension pun ada gak..sbb definitely tak jumpa sapa2 lagi...korang2 yg tau citer myb kata kan baik dgn seseorg..tapi yg aku baik tue biasanya dah tak available..as i told shidah my mutual feelings to them are simply friends to talk to and hang out with...hehe skrg menjadi pendengar masalah org pulak...from there i've learnt a thing or two, lagila byk aku list down on what is okay and what is not. hehehe


so i'm hoping that 2010 will brings sunshine in my life...Ima pun dah tolong doakan for me while she's in Mecca....thanks beb!
shidah: cepat2 online tonite yer :D


till then....