baby steps...

friends,
thanks for your support/messages for me...
yes life is not at the end...

just had a short conversation with my brother, Faris..
gosh tak sangka can pour out to him bout my problems...dulu kecik2 kami nih mcm "woof-woof and meow-meow"...hehe tapi dah tua2 nih baru agak rapat...huhuhu

alhamdulillah..i'm still in mourning period(or whatever-period u may call it)
tapi syukur alhamdulillah as i have friends to cheer me up..
not to forget my fellow colleagues who always amused me with their naughtiness...
i dont think any of them knew what i'm going through rite now (apart from Yana who is quite closed with me) but i'm blessed because i'm surrounded by these people..thanks so much! walaupun korang suka ngusik aku, but it makes my day (hehehehe hoping the 2 guys didnt read my blog lar! hehehe) ada jugak yer pengganti kwn aku kat Intel dulu..the 2 'abangs' that i quite fond with..hehehe now masing2 dah jadi bapak org...still keep in touch with each other..dulu pun kena sakat gak..hai lar aku nih senang kena bully ker? :P

switching my mood...
class already started...wah agak payah gak nak mula2...hehehe takut syok sendiri dpn kelas jer..ntah faham ke tidak apa yg aku ckp dpn kelas tue...hehehehe
esok ada class ganti at 8am and i've yet completed reading what am i supposed to teach...benda basic yg perlu direfreshkan kembali memori yg more than 5 yrs i've studied bout it..hehehe...tak per agak2 tak tau bleh mintak tlg dgn org cube sebelah aku..semester pendek dia dah ajar bab tue. :P

student lama dah register today...lps nih makin sibukla YT...kena ajar 2 subjek, pastu ada kena jaga lab and menjadi assistant lecturer dlm lab jer..tak boleh nak meng'ular'kan diri ke mana2...but me and yana eyeing to have a visit at the shop opposite poli nih..menjual tudung2...hehehe teringin nak tgk, almaklumla my hobby is window shopping kan! :P

okla..i better stop right here...
just to let you know that i'm slowly getting better...
insya Allah..

UTM friends, not sure masih ada org baca lagi selain dr ima ar...you may ask me directly what happened..ada sorg lagi aku masih tak der kekuatan utk berkongsi citer...i will let her know soon...tapi kena dpn husband dia as both of them are quite close to me! cuma i need to prepare myself dgn bullet proof vest sblm kena tembak pelbagai soklan dr both of them (joke aside).

till then