Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone Selamat Berpuasa di Bulan Ramadhan ini..
diharap segala amal ibadah kita yg dilakukan diberkati-Nya insya-Allah


will be my first time fasting all alone away from family..(ok tipu, masa kat penang and johor pun raya jauh dr family but i do have friends!)
huhuhu terasa jugak apa ntah lagi with no housemates..alahai why am i complaining?
i'm the one who insists not taking any housemates..
tapi tgkla camner...the door is always open to Yana hehehe tapi tau dia nak duduk dekat dgn poli :P


kenapa hati terasa nak balik jumpa mama n papa..
i guess i need to let them know...selagi tak ckp selagi tue hati tak tenangkan..
:(
yes, at work i can smile and act like everything is ok..i tried so hard to do that..i am seriously trying to move on..but sometimes when he calls or YM with me, i feel sad..i dunno why, a part of me still feeling guilty perhaps? had a chat with Lim, one of my close friends during high school...told her bout myself and she asked me to be strong..she said 'dont be silly to feel guilty' huhuhu...sounds like i'm selfish kan?
ntahla..i dont bother what others were thinking..if wanna blame on me pun lantakla! i had my choice to choose as well am i right? but yes, i felt guilty!


tomorrow, i've no agenda..
doing my normal chores which is washing clothes, sweeping the floor oh and need to buy racun tikus! Ada sekor jer Cik Ti tapi tamau masuk perangkap..tak leh jadi i need to find the racun one..tak leh tahan..byk sgt najisnya! huhuhu tak larat nak mop lantai huhuhu nih dah buat penghadang bwh pintu..still dpt memboloskan dirinya...alaaa malas nak beli yg mahal nyer penghadang..skrg letak newspaper jer...itu pun dia kerit and berjaya meloloskan dirinya...eeeeeeee tensi2


looking forward utk solat tarawih this year...
no more excuses as the surau is within steps away from my house!
insya Allah mengharapkan diri nih menjadi lebih baik lagi dr tahun2 sebelumnya..


i'm trying to take less rice lately...alhamdulillah ok ar...
hoping bleh turun berat badan..yelar kat ofis pun ada org tegur makin chomel..huhuhu tak bleh jadi nih...annurul pun dah makin slim..in fact ima pun makin slim! hahaha aku pun nak slim gak! my mission is looking drop-dead-gorgeous at someone's wedding (feeling bimbo-esque) masih tak tercapai nih...ada dayah's wedding, lina's, yani's to go..hehehe tgkla camner..time ck's wedding me look so gemuk! tak leh jadi..i want my small petite figure back! (wait-a -minute, pernahkah aku jadi petite??? wakakakakakakaka) nak try taking less oily food stuff as well..gulp! then lps nih kena makan yg rebus2/stim saja ker??? yucky!


okla i'm so sleepy need to take some nap as well..
will be continuing blabbering tomorrow...
will update what have i done so far before starting fasting this saturday...
till then