salam semua...
wah YT masih terasa penat lagi...
penat dari semua aspek...
tak kan sbb makan tak seberapa bleh jadi penat ek???
ok i didnt take rice only ar...adoi..how eh?


today, my heart is broken again..
haihla...i thot i'm much better..
but after seeing his status online, i know that he is not ok.
sedihla, sbb i'm the one who did this to him...
jahatnya diriku..but till when i need to lie myself???
:(


tadi ada org citer, last week i looked so disturb..muka bermasalah
Ya Allah, i tried my best not to potray any of it...tapi i can't hide it eh?
aku tidak pandai menipu skrg...huhuhuhu


kenapa life has to be this way? why cant we just move on to a new chapter???
no i'm not strong..but i'm trying to be a stronger person..
i have not told my parents yet bout this...i dunno how to break the news..
will they become dissapointed? ntahla...
i know both of them are eager to wait me to settle down..
myb mls nak tanggung aku kot..hehehe tapi kan i still prefer to be their only daughter..bleh ngada2 mintak itu ini...hiks! i guess i wanna go back home in a couple of weeks..wanna spend my time with my parents..mama is not feeling well...
when looking back at my parents condition, hati sayu sbb dah tau they are getting older.. :(


why oh why my entries mcm tak best jer..
when can i get back my old self????


i hope i can meet up with any of my closed friends..
tapi bila ntah nak ketemu..
ima aku nak gi karoks..tapi bulan posa tak leh lar gi..huhuhuhu bila ek? tak kan sblm ko terbang haji kot..ish ish ish... :P


till then