pain..pain go away...

i wish i can hide somewhere..
away from all the pain..

i cried and cried and cried..
when i'm alone, i cried..
there is someone at the office asking me why am i looking so blur?
i thought i managed to keep my face as normal as it is..
betul ker nampak mcm ada masalah muka aku nih?

kalau boleh aku malas nak jumpa org2 yg aku kenal..
i wish i can go back home meeting up with mama..
when i called her, i dont have the nerves to tell her bout what i'm going through..
aku cuba menjadi ceria mcm biasa..but deep inside my heart, only God knows..

wpun dipujuk utk forgive and forget, i just cant let it go..
hatiku keras sgt2..i'm sorry! this time around i have to be firm with my decision..
eventhough it is so painful, but i have to swallow it and move on with my life
i dunno how long of this sorrowness i will have to endure...
to find a replacement it will be one in a million..
but to go back again and fix the problem, it is too late..there are lots of loopholes that unable to fix...

i need time to heal..
i need moral support from you my dear friends..
to keep me sane, to keep me moving on with my life

sorry you have to read this..
i'm not sure when i'll be okay
pls pray for me!

wassalam